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EVERYONE IS AWESOME, I WONDER IF THEY EVER THINK I AM TOO?
And yeah I used rojak language, so you might not want to read this

Jelajah Old Town Ipoh: 19 Jun 10

Hari ni, bersame adikadik -shafi, hazlaimy, syaza-, kakak-sheera- & abgabg/ pakcikpakcik -cikgu wan, cikgu seyn-, sy telah menjelajah pekan lama ipoh. & sy tau sy semakin pnd bhaha. Bgun awaaaal pg (pkul 6.50 dh bgun), solat pastu mandi. Agak kelam kabut jugak sbb takut cikgu ambek awal. Skali pkul 8 daaa baru cikgu seyn vroom vroom dpn rumah. So, ape sy buat slame tunggu dr pkul 7.30 tu? Sy dating dgn boyfren sy la apa lg <3


Kesian awak lebah tu buat awak td. Pdn muka dia sy dah bunuh dia :D
P/S: Cikgu Seyn igt de betine sbb mate menawan haha
Sheera ckp de muka garang :P


Masuk kete cikgu seyn, rase mcm dlm game race dah. Gaaah takut haha. Vroom vrooooom smp la ke train station. Then we met a guy who was wearing a tourism uniform & he was a Msian football player *tak igt nama. We started our journey from there & end it at Concubine Lane. To be more precise, Ipoh White Coffee *jatuhcinta

Belajar mcm2 pasal history of Ipoh yg tak pernah tau before this. & I felt sucks bcause I always go to historical places in other states but not in Ipoh :/

Kalau nak cite semua mmg tak larat haha *i tried and i deleted it halfway through -______-
Basically we cover 20 and more buildings. We had fun, jalan2, main2 mcm budak kecik, lepak2, gaduh '-- and belajar :]

Singgah kat Ipoh White Coffee and drank iced white coffee and I felt like I can go and drink everyone else's coffee. Mcm dah kena COFFEE rush tau? NAK LAGI NAK LAGI NAK LAGI! Bodek Papa pulak hee. But it reminds me of arwah because it tastes just like the coffee she made but without cream/milk :'( *sobs

Before balik singgah UO for lunch. ALHAMDULILLAAAAAH. Kalau tak mkn maggi je la kat rumah sbb smue org pergi kenduri :/ Mkn sizzling mee but I can use some salt and less sugar tau?

Just nak ckp, Ipoh is SUPERDUPERFRIGGINAWESOME

Take note that the first car drove in Malaysia is in Ipoh by a Chinese mine keeper from Ipoh to Gopeng. That's why we have the plate start with the letter A :D And guess what, they used to have car plates starting with PK for Perak & PG for Penang etc etc but it mess up when they tried to put a couple of alphabet for Pahang :| The first parking meter and the first parking lot in Malaysia both located in Ipoh! *bangge

Masjid Pakistan kat Msia ade satu je, kat Ipoh jugak!

Sy bangge jd anak kelahiran Ipoh :] Walaupun sometimes agak boring kat sini

Oh oh, sy diceramah oleh Cikgu Wan & Cikgu Seyn. But I like it! Because I reallyyyy need that kinda talk :/ And I should stop saying i could fail or wtv negative because I really don't want it to happen to me! >< *realises about it after get a talk about sub-conscious mind and law of attraction *punchpunch haha. Thanks Cikgu Wan. Thanks Cikgu Seyn. Thanks dua2. Sy SAYAAAAANG dua2 :D

P/S: Idola baru selain drpd Bear, Cikgu Wan *trumpet blow

P/S: Sy makin kuat thanks to him *org kat atas niii

P/S: Baby sy balik Msia 23 Jun ni <3

Holiday :D

9 Jun 2010
Went to Kuala Lumpur by train. Dalam train tido and tgk movie. Smp KL around 9 p.m. Terus gi makan kat Restoran Riah. Sedaaaaap.
P/S: HARI NI PONTENG TUSYEN CHEMISTRY :/

10 Jun 2010
Watched Shrek 4: Forever After :D Best gilaaaa.

12 Jun 2010
  • Tengahari ada kenduri kahwin. Jumpa relatives yg tak pernah kenal before this, tp dah lupa balik semua :|
  • Petang pergi pelancaran buku Abg Jay kat CM. Beeeesssst ><
  • Malam tu patutnye pergi rumah cousin, tp dah sakit nak mati tinggal la rumah tokwan. Best tinggal sorg2. Makan maggi goreng sorg2, tgk TV and online sekaligus. Tidur lameee gile *Bitch LOL

13 Jun 2010
Lari lari lari! Pergi Melaka :] First day tak g memane

14 Jun 2010
Pergi Zoo Melaka! :D Takdele best sgt. Tp syok dpt jelajah satu zoo dgn luas 54 ekar! Hidden place pun dpt explore dgn Syakir. And gile syok kene kejar dgn lebah smp dlm museum pun 'dia' kejar ktorg LOL. Makan A&W dgn Syakir. And plg best time duduk kat buaian *tak main pun* then ada budak pempuan dtg tergedik2, ktorg duduk jee XD

15 Jun 2010
Walk around town then balik Ipoh. Home Sweet Home :]
P/S: DRANK THE WATER FROM PERIGI HANG TUAH, WHICH DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER

16 Jun 2010
Pergi berperang. Was forced to walk in a jungle area for about 20 minutes or so while carrying a weigher. Utk kekuatan tgn dan kaki. *Otw lawan a giant hog and snakes. And made friends with a tiger and a pack of wolves. I saved a little boy from a giant albino crocodile. Cool tak? HAHA* Smp dekat kem ade 2 marsyal brief ktorg. Pastu ktorg terus kene siap sedia masuk hutan. Perang gerilla ni. Gila baru first day terus kene perang. Smp my turn, lawan dgn musuh yg hebat. Tak kene tembak tp peluru habis on a single enemy :/ Second combat pulak kene trap dgn 3 musuh '-- Sweaaaat. Mmg mati la. And the damn weapon buat hal! Bengaaaang. Patut kene la sorg tu. And sorry dekat Fariz *pnd2 bg name* sbb tembak smp luke tgn ko :| Igt kene pokok. Zul pulak kelam kabut lari and jerit "De nmpk la!" Padahal tertmbk pokok pisang haha.

Nana, dah ckp dah I pergi perang. Tp I kalah. Takpe, maruah still ade :D And walaupun tak menang I dpt jugak rampas harte musuh yg tertinggal tu and dpt jugak duit pencen *I stop jd askar dah* Bgtau kat Ija & Aino, mlm ni I bwk babi hutan sekor. Kalau panggang sodap ni

PAINTBALL!

P/S: DPT KAWAN BARUUUUU. BETUL CKP CIKGU WAN

Dlm pukul 3 bas smp and ktorg bertolak balik ke Menora Tuition. Yep, this thing is organised by Menora. Best kan tusyen ni? :D Balik rumah jumpa Jebat. I miss you so much la handsome! *cium peluk* Kau dah baligh ke suara garau semacam? Haha. Muggo pulak takde. *sobs Kau pergi travel lg ke?

*Kau ckp aku dah kurus? -_____- Boleh tak sape2 bg tips camne nak jd gemok?

The Start of A Journey

I'm going to start with of course Semenanjung Msia first, then Singapore or Thailand. Jalan kaki pun boleh. Lg cool apa LOL. Thailand from Perlis, Singapore from Johor. It's like two-in-one journey. Well maybe three-in-one, one. Ok lets make an i-know-people-here list.

Perlis [X]
Kedah -kwn Papa lol
Kelantan [X]
Terengganu -my kampung
Penang -Izzat (agak2 kau igt aku tak?)
Perak -tarak hal la
Pahang -Syed
Selangor -my 'kampung', Aino, Syera KL
N Sembilan -Afik
Melaka [X]
Johor [X]
Sabah -handsome punya ipar
Sarawak -
Nicholas and Hadi

Okay so sy boleh mula skrg! Wait wait. I must complete my i-know-people-here list first to ensure my safety LOL.

Siapa nak ikut? :D Okay, when I think about it -for 0.01 nano sec- I rather go alone '--

What to bring? Okay, so here is the what-to-bring-for-the-super-duper-awesome-journey list
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
etc etc.

What? It's empty? So? -_______- *SIAL

My Ambition ;(

IS TO TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD ON FOOT - I WISH

If only I have that acquired amount of money, I could start from now. And yeah, stop studying. It's not that I hate studying. I love it, seriously *serious frown. But to travel around the world has been my dream since I was a girl -which I don't rmmbr when LOL

You see, Abby Sunderland is just a 16 year old girl who is on a mission to travel across the world already -but through sea. And I wanna be like Edward Michael Grylls whom climbed Mount Everest when he was 23. You know, the guy from the series Man Vs Wild. And the closest person who travelled -well not exactly around the world but across Tanah Melayu- Abg Jay. At least I want to be like him. I WISH I WISH I WISH D:< And I really want it to come true!

But, when do I start? Lepas sekolah, 'sekolah' lagi. Then kerja kerja kerja. NO WAY!
I asked my dad, can I not have a work? Papa cakap "Suka hati kamu la. Janji masuk gaji. Ada duit" You see how my dad really want me to achieve my dream? *tilt my head up He don't care about the money I must 'pay him back' like other dads does.
What? Not your dad? Okay. Most of the dads.

Okay, so from where can I get the money to travel? Maybe Abby is a daughter to some young couple. Bear Grylls doesn't need any money because he got sponsor. Abg Jay get money from his music thingy. Me? I guess I'll just travel and eat some 'beasts' on my journey. Just like Bear :] Or maybe I can get money through music. Or just plain business. Shizz it sounded so demanding. Whatever it is, I really want to travel -while I'm young- *PSYCHO

Handsome tak aku? ;)

My dream :)

TRAVEL ACROSS THE WORLD -GAAHHHH, I WISH

Buy a big field and have lots of animals
Buy a big field to plant many plants

Have a band -WITH ME AS A GUITARIST, LOL

Be like Edward Michael Grylls -OMG, I WISH AGAIN

Have a pet tiger, or lion, or anything wild! LOL

Climb Mount Everest wooo

Fight bad people

Plan a riot LOL

Get married to a best friend -BUT WHO? D:

Masuk syurga ^^

What dya feel?

Korang, pernah tak rasa kalau korang takde kat dunia ni maybe, just maybe dunia ni akan bertmbh elok and takde org yg akan sakit hati sbb korg?

Pernah tak rasa kalau org yg korg plg benci sekali dlm dunia ni takde maybe, just maybe dunia ni akan bertmbh elok and takde lg org yg akan sakitkan hati korg?

Pernah tak korg wish kat dunia ni cume ada korg and org2 yg korg syg, org2 yg syg korg, org2 yg care about korg so that takde la korg sakit hati lg?

Pernah tak korg wish kwn2 korg berubah sikit perangai buruknya, walaupun sikit?

Pernah tak korg fikir bagusnya kalau ada fmly mcm si dia atau si dia?

Pernah tak korg fikir bestnya kalau dia or dia jd a part of korg punya fmly?

Pernah tak korg harap nasib korg jd lg baik? Korg ada life yg lg menarik?

Pernah tak korg fikir kalau la manusia pnd guna otak, takde siapa yg akan terluke, emotionally or mentally or physically?

Kalau la manusia pnd guna otak, takde perang2 semua ni.

Pernah tak korg fikir betapa bodohnya org yg meletakkan ketentuan Allah kat something yg mengarut. Contoh, dpt chain msg yg ckp kalau tak forward msg ni, akan dilaknati Allah. Tp ada korg mintak tak supaya Allah syg korg?

Pernah tak korg fikir betapa bodohnya org yg percaya kalau kt buat something jahat or kacau brg2 org yg berkuasa and ada pangkat, kt akan kena balasan Allah atau sumpahan dll. Contoh, tulah. Kalau betul, kenapa org yg melukai Nabi Muhammad pun tak disumpah seranah atau dpt balasan serta merta tp diampun sebaik saja dia minta ampun sama ada drpd Allah atau Rasulullah?

Pernah tak korg fikir, korg nak hidup yg bahagia, semua org syg korg, korg dapat rezeki melimpah ruah tp betapa bodohnye korg sbb tak pernah nak tunduk kat Allah and mintak semua tu sebaliknya korg merungut, merungut and merungut?

Pernah tak korg fikir knp korg bnyk beribadat tp korg bnyk ditimpa nasib buruk, sedangkan org yg tak beribadat ditimpa kebaikan? And lepas tu korg stop beribadat, korg tau tak betapa bodohnya korg? Allah akan memberi balasan yg berganda2 lebih baik di akhirat kelak. Korg tau tak?

Korg tau tak betapa bodohnya korg bila ckp korg sakit hati dgn si anu tu anu ni atas apa yg dia lakukan sedangkan korg pun takde bezanya? Boleh tak korg cermin diri korg dulu?

Korg sedar tak kdg2 korg halang someone buat something but in the end korg yg buat benda tu?

Korg sedar tak korg bodoh sbb takde prinsip diri?

Korg sedar tak korg bodoh sbb taknak bersikap lebih open minded sebaliknya korg terkurung dlm kotak kecik, busuk, sempit?

Korg sedar tak korg selalu bergaduh atas benda2 kecik dan sebab2 yg tidak munasabah?

Korg aware tak yg kt semua same regardless korg tu ada pangkat ke, kaya ke, famous ke or what so ever?

Korg sedar tak selain korg, manusia lain pun ada perasaan?

Korg sedar tak haiwan & tumbuhan pun ada perasaan tak?

Korg pernah fikir tak betapa amannya dunia ni kalau manusia mcm ktorg ni tak wujud? Kalau yg pernah hidup tu semuanya golongan nabi-nabi & rasul-rasul yg berfikir sebelum bertindak and bukan kt?

Korg pernah fikir tak kalau ada satu agama je kat dunia ni, regardless of apa pun agama tu, takkan ada perang2 bodoh yg cuba nak letakkan agama sendiri di tmpt plg atas sedangkan Allah benci peperangan yg sia2?

Korg pernah fikir tak yg takde siapa boleh senang2 minta penganut agama lain menganut agama korg disebabkan oleh paradigm yg wujud dlm setiap agama? Paradigma itu wujud, sedar tak?

Korg tau tak sia2 usaha korg kalau korg tak mintak end results dia drpd Allah? Korg sedar tak, KORANG TAK AKAN BERJAYA KALAU TAK MINTA TOLONG DRPD ALLAH?

Korg sedar tak, kalau korg berjaya pun in the end korg tetap jatuh kalau Allah tak izinkan?

Korg sedar tak sehebat mana pun korg dlm sesuatu bidang, itu semua ketentuan Allah? Tp korg tak pernah nak bersyukur kat Allah. Korg sedar tak semua tu?

Korg sedar tak betapa korg boleh buat apa2 pun utk org yg korg syg even mati tp susah sgt korg nak buat apa2 utk Allah WALAUPUN BERSYUKUR? Kalau ditanya ttg menyembah, korg rasa korg pernah buat tak? And kalau buat, adakah ikhlas atau sebaliknya?

Korg sedar tak sekuat mana pun syg korg kat someone, jodoh tu Allah yg tentukan?

Korg sedar tak bila korg merungut ttg nasib korg, sebenarnya korg merungut ttg ketentuan Allah? Korg sedar tak kdg2 korg mencarut2 terhadap ketentuan Allah? Korg tau tak berapa point dosa korg dapat?

Korg rasa korg sempat tak nak tebus balik semua kesilapan tu?

Korg rasa korg masuk syurga or neraka dgn apa yg korg buat skrg?

Korg pernah fikir tak perasaan org bila korg berckp? And korg sedar tak betapa mrhnya korg kalau ada someone sakitkan hati korg?

Korg pernah fikir tak betapa susahnya aku nak fit in dgn korg yg gila2 mcm ni?

Korg pernah tau ke aku ni mcm mana sebenarnya?

Korg pernah ambik port tak pasal aku?

Korg tau tak aku selalu nak ambik port pasal korg tp kdg2 korg tolak aku ke tepi? In the end korg merungut 'Epah tak tlg apa2 pun'. Bodoh betul '--

Lastly, korg sedar tak aku tgh ckp pasal apa sebenarnya?

Kanak-kanak :]

Awak ajak sy main tembak-tembak
Sy pun ikut
Kt geng tau?
Awak bg tak sy kena tembak?

Semalam awak dtg bayar duit *lepas sy suruh :]
Sy tau, sebenarnya awak nak jumpa sy kan? Hee
Pastu awak masuk kelas kejap *time rehat
Kt semua sembang2 pasal muzik
Awak ambik milo saya, tinggal sikit!
Kureeeng
Lepas tu awak balik

Tiba-tiba, fon vibrate
Tak baca msg lg sbb tgh ada kelas
Then baca kejap
Awak cakap

"Muka u comel sgt.
Tak sanggup nak pandang.
Maluu hee"

Sy pun tersenyum sorg2 dlm kelas :)

Awak simpan hati sy dlm fon
Kenapa? :'(
Awak ckp taknak simpan dlm poket
Nanti habis penyek hee
Hati awak sy jahit dlm dada sy

Sy tny, kalau org curi hati sy apa awak buat?
Awak ckp, awak cari org tu lepas tu bunuh dia
Mcm singa :P

Half of the Year is Gone

Mid Year sudah over. Now what? Study untuk Trial la apa lg! ;D
Oh, ketakutan sudah melanda diri
Chemistry & Biology?
KITA BERTARUNG LG BULAN 8 NI
Kali ni aku mahu menang

"Menyesal? (siapa suruh tak study)
Study la! (main-main mana boleh)
Mana ada main-main! (kalau baca je baik takyah)
Ok ----------------------------- *diam"

Kawan macam mana? Setengah tahun je yg tinggal?
Akan masih berkawan atauuu
SELAMAT TINGGAL?

Boleh tak fokus subjek yg diperlukan je?
Boleh je apa salahnya. Apa kau nak?
Aku mana ada hala tuju lg. Haiiiihhh
Jadi, SCORE ALL
Ok ----------------------------- *diam
If only I have my point, I would just focus in what I need to

Kalau studies teruk, macam mana?
Bisnes la apa susah! Kau dapat 40A+ pun, tak jamin masa depan kau
Ok ----------------------------- *diam

Nak jd apa ya?
Doktor, demand tinggi tp malas nak tanggung 'kematian'
Accountant? Tolak tepi
Biologist, tengok la kalau-kalau Bio dapat super distinction
Ustazah? Aku ni layak ke?
Archeologist, sejarah kena hebat
Cikgu, boring
Chemical engineering? Chemistry pun teruk
Engineer? Busy la
Artist, darah ada, bakat je perlu diasah
Penulis? Anda rasa sy layak tak? ;)
Business woman, ada naik ada turun.
Lawyer? Tau tak Seksyen 15A tu apa?

Lepas SPM nak buat apa?
Pergi PLKN, aku nak!
Kerja? Menambah duit poket
Business pun bagus juga
Jum gunakan kepakaran dalam art
Sambung study, bidang apa?

Lepas SPM duduk mana?
Rumah la mana lg?
Universiti kut
Kahwin terus lg senang erk

NAK MINTA TOLONG
  • Syefah, Miera, tolong laaa tampar sikit saya ni kalau saya malas nak belajar ><
  • Riz, boleh tak tolong sabarkan saya kat tusyen? Rimas oh! Bukan kat awak <3
  • Cikgu Wan, buatlah saya jatuh cinta dgn Biology & Chemistry