NEW YEAR?

People said, new year means time to open a new book. *Why?* Because they want to throw away the sad things, the bad things they occupied on the previous year. *How about their happy times and love stories and scrumptious fantastic time they spent with their loved ones?* I guess they just throw them away. Or just kept it in a box that they will forget across time. *How about you, Bunny?* Me.. My new year is always the same. *But you changed a lot. Why?* It's a big year for me. SPM is no longer like a thousand miles away from me. It's just a step ahead. So I won't be wasting my time like the people around me. *How can you be so sure of that? I mean, you are still having jokes with friends. You still date around and having a boyfie. And worst you're still so far away from your family.* I know. But for each people, the things that they did can give a big impact on them. Like me, laughing with friends makes me feel good. Go date around makes me feel even better. And being far away from family makes me feel the best. I'm big and I need to stand on my two feet now. *But why can't I be far away from them?* It's because you're a little kid. Little kids need to be guided by parents and family before being able to live on your own. *But I want to live on my own. I don't like being stuck with my family.* No, you should appreciate the times you spent with your family. Cause when you grow up like me, you'll miss them. *Do you miss them?* Yes I am. I am indeed. *But then why won't you 'come back'?* One day you'll understand. Go, little one. Enjoy your life as a children for now. Don't even think about dying to grow up. Or dying to finished school. Or dying to go to work. Then dying to retire. Because in the end, you'll realise you're dying and you never really did live a life.

Talking with a grown-up makes me wonder how I'll turn up to be?